| I was home the whole day by myself. i woke up, studied, watched tv. and with the ten dollars my mom left me, i went out to go buy lunch, some items, and came back home and enjoyed the big house to myself. i listened to a lot of music today. and i got a lot of studying done. what i wanted to say today is that life is GREAT. yes, it's stressing to study and earn grades, it's hard to catch up on sleep, and it sucks to have girl problems. but think about it, life with great friends besides me, smiling, making jokes. I do NOT like school and the 90percent of the people in it, but who cares? i just go there, do my thing, and when it ends, i meet my friends. I do things i never did in temple city. But it's not me turning bad, jsut a different society with different characteristics!
I'll find out which college i'll be going to in exactly one year. So by next October or November, i'll be packing for temple city as a college boy. I'm looking forward to college so much. But then again, high school memories are going to be great when i think about them in the future. All the good times, tough times are all building blocks for who I'm going to be in the future. I made a lot of mistakes here in Korea, but i made more positive adjustments to myself. It sounds foolish if i say it myself, but it feels great to be SMART. it feels great to KNOW something. The satisfaction i get from teaching people at school to solve a math problem, or finding a word i memorized the day before in a book. I don't study for my mom, i study for myself. The scary thing is there are people who do much better than me, i guess it's time to be more ambitious and step up a level. So I can go to the best university in Korea with the best major.
I feel like I'm living a life with no changes. I wear the same style of clothes everyday, my hair is just growing and growing. I have the same wallet for three years now. The items in my pockets are always the same. I go to the same places at the same time everyday and meet the same people everyday. I guess i can appreciate a change, but i have to admit, i'm really enjoying my current life in Korea. |
